The basic fabric of which health is woven is trust. Therefore, we conclude that the basic tissue of every disease is mistrust. - Mistrust is a feeling of restlessness, unhealthy tension, constant vigilance, vigilance and threat. It is a sign of constant danger from everything and everyone on our life's road.
It is something that forces us to constantly guard ourselves, to defend ourselves, to bury ourselves and thus try to protect ourselves. Mistrust engages our available energies, it is a sign of alarm, it is a state of war in man. Just as in every state all forces and energies, all money and all the economy are engaged for the self-defense of the homeland, so in man all his energies, consciously or subconsciously, are engaged against the one in whom man has no confidence. Therefore, any mistrust consumes a person's energy, drains his strength, makes the organism weaker and weaker. This sign can be seen in the human body. Where people don't trust, they speed up their pace, or look away from those they don't trust, or they keep quiet and don't want to talk to those people. A man who has been distrustful for a long time raises his shoulders and remains hunched over, a certain tension can be seen in his entire organism, his face shows concern, his words are quick and casual, that man has a reason to mutter, he is dissatisfied, unhappy, he has no time for joy, for feasting, for friends, he has to work forever, he has to study, he has to succeed, he strives to compensate his inner energy with some other protection and values that will make him so in front of people that it will not endanger him.
The most diverse situations create mistrust in a person. Sometimes it's a headache that makes a person nervous, he is afraid that he won't be able to complete the tasks that need to be done, he is afraid that it is not some serious illness. Therefore, an area of alarm is created in man. The second time it's a toothache, or an earache, or an eyeache, the third time it's an injury to a leg or an arm and already the whole organism is on alert, everything in a person is tense, nervous and dissatisfied. Other times it can be some criticism that someone gave you, so you feel that others don't like you, that you will have to work very hard to prove that you are not the way you were criticized for, to compensate for the fact that such criticism threw you back before with human eyes, the fact that you are far from fame, that people are already putting you in the second row and the slop and that they love you less and less, appreciate you less and less, and I can live without you. Mistrust is the feeling that the ground is collapsing under our feet. The third time it can be some command or warning that parents give to children or spouses to each other, or a friend to a friend, so that we already feel that we are not calm and that we are not ourselves, that we have to do what we are ordered to do, that if that if we don't do it, some punishment awaits. The alarm is, therefore, already there, in the organism. It can be a night that threatens us, it can be driving a car, a bus or an airplane, it can be swimming in the sea, it can be reading some black chronicles in the newspaper, watching movies, listening to horrible stories, talking about some diseases, fatal cases, accidents, distrust, divorces, hospitals and death.
A state of alert calls for shelter. The person then feels weak, pale or red, some parts of the body do not seem to work in a controlled manner, the person is sometimes unable to speak, he cannot hear others well, he is all scared, in fear, horror, in misery, phobia or in resignation, hopelessness, depression.
Distrust is a spiritual disease. Only the one who is stronger than all these diseases of ours can save us. And that is only God. Therefore, we should constantly work on trusting him, the Creator of the world, in his love, forgiveness, mercy, in his death for us and resurrection, in the Holy Spirit who has been given to us, in the Church that is here among us, in people. whom God has already made holy. He restores our trust in everything.
The weapon against mistrust is only ever stronger and deeper trust in God. And it is entered by staying in God's presence.
Find a place where no one will disturb you for at least twenty minutes, morning and evening. And then decisively and disciplinedly use those 4 times for 5 minutes so that in the first period you just absorb the saving presence of God who loves you, in the second you pray that God forgives your attachment to people and situations that result in mistrust in you, exhaustively enumerating them, in the third part, forgive everyone who caused mistrust in you, and in the fourth, renounce every cause of your mistrust, for example: "I renounce the person without whom I think I cannot live, so let me not see her anymore, so what then. My life depends only on God." After each prayer, wait and you will feel the spiritual shackles of mistrust fall from you and you become healthy. Persevere in your liberation.
T. Ivančić
